So I should write something that means something important, right?
Oh well, I can't think of anything besides I am having one of those weekends/week/days where I think I am not all that and not that great and yeah... It started when one of my close friends told me I was getting "all whored up" to go out. He swears it was a slip and he ment "dolled" but damn, that hurt...
So, I started looking through my outfits and tried to think whether or not I am so seductive in my dress and attitude IRL. I didn't think I was. I mean, yeah, all my shirts are fitted, and my jeans are low, but not too low. And yeah, I flirt too, but come on? Who can truely say they never do? So it got me thinking, am I good looking naturally, or is it my look when I dress up? grr....
So now I am all depressed and yeah, not thinking to highly of myself. Its probably a weekend thing and I will be back to me another day, but right now, as of last night and all of today, I feel bad, and sad, and not that pretty, but more of just not happy with me. I also got on this kick that I need to loose about 20 pounds, give or take a few. And for those of you who know me, don't start on how thats not true, and I look fine and blah blah blah... I know I am not fat, nor near that, but I wish to be a tad thinner, thats all.
Oh well, I can't think of anything besides I am having one of those weekends/week/days where I think I am not all that and not that great and yeah... It started when one of my close friends told me I was getting "all whored up" to go out. He swears it was a slip and he ment "dolled" but damn, that hurt...
So, I started looking through my outfits and tried to think whether or not I am so seductive in my dress and attitude IRL. I didn't think I was. I mean, yeah, all my shirts are fitted, and my jeans are low, but not too low. And yeah, I flirt too, but come on? Who can truely say they never do? So it got me thinking, am I good looking naturally, or is it my look when I dress up? grr....
So now I am all depressed and yeah, not thinking to highly of myself. Its probably a weekend thing and I will be back to me another day, but right now, as of last night and all of today, I feel bad, and sad, and not that pretty, but more of just not happy with me. I also got on this kick that I need to loose about 20 pounds, give or take a few. And for those of you who know me, don't start on how thats not true, and I look fine and blah blah blah... I know I am not fat, nor near that, but I wish to be a tad thinner, thats all.
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ILU!
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And dressing up pretty does not make anyone a whore