Bad days suck....
When your arguing all the time, its really hard. Some people have worse days then others. Running out of cash, feeling a strong fist come down across your back. Blinking and then a car is infront of your, crushing your bumper against its own.
I'm Having a bad day. Arguing with a friend and its only the day before thanksgiving. I think thats nearly impossible. Arguing over the dumb things is what annoys me. You start off not wanting to argue but i escalades and you just can't help but get mad and just want to yell and get it all out!
Anywho...For the few people who read my jurnal, and if you are ^.^ Thankyou!<3
Updates on me: Wensday November 22,2006
Like I said today was pretty crappy. I was arguing with Jioru Mistelo (Cody) a lot today, about unpleasent things, and I ten to have anger problems ^^; sometimes... So yeah pretty nasty. Anywho... yay I can let that out. Anyway.
I have recently decided that I really don't like my new school. The kids there piss me off, they are all superficial, and don't care about anything but they're looks. Makes me want to scream and shuv some reality in their faces. But I wont be that mean. I got in a fight with one of them but I guess I lost because I didnt get a hit in? Don't know how that works. *shrugs*
But contrary to that, I think I am going to get a job this summer and the school will help me set that up. Thank God. I don't like not having money, I tend to be a money whore sweatdrop . But I hate having to ask people to buy me things. Because most of the time they don't want to get me the stuff. Or they say that "Do you have money? " For a while I did have quite a lot of money, but I racked up an enormous phone bill talking to friends longdistance and things >.< xp Oops? So I think that when I get a job I'm just going to save for things, hmm Like a great stereo system! biggrin 3nodding heart
But I am cheerful because its nearly Thanksgiving! A glorious day where I get to stuff myself with great food until I explode! And then over thanksgiving break I get to see my best friend Shiori Elric heart . And my other best friend Stephanie heart ! 3nodding That makes me very happy blaugh . My friends are the best in the world.
Gaia stuff? question
Hai, I am on a giagantic quest on gaia eek . I know crazy I'm supposed to be slightly rich. Well I have started a brand new quest that i simply will not quit. I'm now questing for an OMG hat! surprised OMG! I know lol. But I have little gold out of the 1 to 2 mil. that I need. emo But its so hard to get donations. sweatdrop And I tend to spend my gold donating to friends or buying other things on my wishlist! sweatdrop
Among other things I'm questing for avi art! The ones I have are on my profile, and I plan to post them in my jounal when I get some more. heart I looooove Avi art ^.^ 3nodding What can I say,I think its pretty!
Any Goals recently? question
Under my friends influence I have recently tried trickbiking and I found it very interesting 3nodding So I have decided that I might try learning more tricks and make it one more of my many hobbies! Among skateboarding which I havent done in a very long time. Trickbiking is just as hard, but its the adrenelin that keeps it fun! heart Got to love that rush.
The other day I went out with my friend and watched her brother do some tricks on an old playground slide and he nearly fell and it scared me half to death. I was going to try but she said that she would get killed if I fell and broke something! xd . So I'll save that story for later!
This is my new way of journalizing, though I will add in little poems or stories I have written from time to time too. heart If you have read through it tell me what you think?
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Inside the Heart of a Darkangel
Mostly, feelings, what some people call poetry, Stuff about w.e sum jackass did to piss me off. Lyrics.
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