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I had another dream,
one filled with darkness.
So dark there was no light,
except that of pale moonlight...

I saw the clearing clearly,
in it there were figures.
Upon closer inspection I smiled,
for they were my few friends...

Even the ones that have long gone,
came back to see me one more time.
They welcomed me,
once they saw me...

I was what I am and always will be,
a dark, angellic figure.
They shouted dark greetings,
not frightened by my figure...

Here my friends and I bid time farewell,
spending our time here well.
For here in the darkness we shall find,
everyone that in it, dwells...

There are many that are here,
but these are the only ones I have.
For few like this darkness,
that I will always have...

We all share our darker sides,
all of us the same in one way or another.
There are a few here that I protect,
from the world of pain eternal...

This dream turns to a nightmare though,
my friends saying farewell.
Leaving blood stains on the ground,
leaving these wings to fall to the ground...

My very essence is shattered,
how could they say goodbye?
How could they just leave,
to never see this one again?

I stand there in the clearing,
alone with my thoughts.
Doubts and fears,
voicing their thoughts,
that is all I hear...

This place is mine to own,
one that now, no one can find.
For in it there is no pain,
my place to hide...

If my friends decide to leave me,
than I have no need for them.
I will just allow this blood to flow,
from my body so know one will know...
That all along,
this body was empty.
My friends filling it only slightly...

Now, with the moon shining down.
I can rest, peacefully.
My blood flowing gently from these wounds,
staining the newly falling snow...