Rant
I'v been feeling down a bit. I keep trying to write a fanfiction, but then I start another one, and never finish the first. It drives me crazy. And my mom is a little out of it, with Christmas and all. I'm running out of things to read. Thats just a b***h! I love books, as my good friends know. And so I'v been re-reading all the Harry Potter books, but I dont really want to re-read the 6th one, because it was like reading all the worst fanfictions, with JKR's twist. Killing all her main players is not amking her story any better.
And then I dont see the point of life anymore, its not like I want to die. But I dont want to wake up every morning. Theres nothing to get up for. Other than chores, but I dont get satisfaction out of it anymore. Any time I hear about it is when I didn't do a good enough job. Yeah yell at me mom, that makes me want to do it over or better tomorrow!! Cant I have one day a month to half a** it? No!! >< Thats a sin! being lazy, is a sin!! Its not a bloody sin when its over the seventh day!! Thats what it was made for, RIGHT!!!!?
But oh well. I'll have something to live for when I go back to a normal school, but then I talked to my 'teacher' and she said if I do go back, I'd still be behind. I know! I was going to start as a jouner, seeing as I dont have any credits for that year! But then shes all "But your grad year is 2008, you cant change that (the hell I cant!) and wehn that year comes around, they are going to tell you to leave!" The bloody hell they will!!!! My cousins went back to high school, he went BACK! to a nromal high school. They didn't tell him to bloody leave. Women you dont know s**t!
Well that felt good, kinda. ^^ Hehehe. (plots mean things for said teacher) So ta'ta till I have more to rant about!
DragonLover · Thu Dec 07, 2006 @ 01:41am · 0 Comments |