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Hmm...
It's not fair how crazy this makes me.
I've been thinking about just giving up. ^^
I don't want to deal with this anymore. But... at the same time do. I want to! I absolutely love this! But I hate it.
I want it. Sometimes I feel empty enough to believe I might even NEED it. But sometimes I wish it would just disappear.
I don't really know what I want. There's too many contradicting thoughts... it... drives me crazy. >.<
Part of me tells me it's wonderful.
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And the other tells me too stop living a ******** lie. ^_^
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Damn it all! This pisses me off.
I won't give up though. Because honestly... the part of me that wants me to give up, is the part of me that also tells me it's okay to bleed.
I'll live this lie a little longer, and maybe everything will be fine~
- Sakura Lied.
 Lyccea · Sat Dec 09, 2006 @ 07:35pm · 0 Comments |
