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Hello to anyone who actually reads my journal! I wonder, I rant a rave on these things- does anyone read them? Or maybe my question should be would I want anyone to read these entries? I mean they are kind of crazy. ^^"

Well I am a junior! Woot! And with the honor of finally becoming an upper classmen, I lose at least two hours of sleep a night! In fact, my typing this is only me procrastinating my work to the point of which I'll later be ripping out my hair! Go me!

Well I have these crazy classes. AP Biology, AP American History 2, and Honors Art. lol I know that Honors Art doesn't sound that hard but this teacher is crazy and never likes what you create. This pisses me off. It really does- I mean come on! It's art! MY ART. I know when I'm happy and done with it! My teacher looms over you to add or take away stuff that I don't want to!

Teacher: "Add a fence around the house."
Me: "I don't want a fence."
Teacher: "It would look better with a fence."
Me: "But I don't want to."
Teacher: "Humor me."

Grrrrr. AP History I can't complain. It's the same as last year, (it's a two-year course) and the teacher goes super easy on us. I got really mad at him last year because I think he's not trying hard enough to teach us the material, but all well. I can't change him so I won't bother anymore.

AP Bio however takes up my life. I have no social life. I go home and work on bio for at least four hours a day and still am confused. However I am now starting to think more positively about the course. 'Cause if I keep thinking that I'm gonna fail, I'm only setting myself up for more Fs. So A+ here I come! WOOT!

For those of you who have read the Vag episodes- well, I'm over VAG! YAY!
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!
We had an argument and well, I figured that I can't really get into a relationship I thought-
"What the hell? I can't talk to this guy without arguing with him every five minutes!"
But he is a really good friend of mine, and a good guy, so we're cool.

But now there is a new guy! YAY! And truly I find this to be ironic because he is the exact opposite of Vag! >w< ok not exact opposite but he shows his good qualities more then anything else.
Okay- he is so adorable! He's new in school and so super sweet. He has this great smile and has there big brown eyes. And he does talk a bit but he’s not a loud mouth like me, because of this you have to read his body language. It makes me melt when he does something cute. If he doesn’t know what your talking about his eyebrow turks up a bit… >w< I can’t help but go aw! He’s funny and so nice and smart and cute and he likes animals and he doesn’t want to do drugs/alcohol and talented… I just want to hug him! I bought Christmas cards to give out to my friends for the soul purpose of having a chance to give something to him.

I want to ask this guy to the prom or at least ask him out but I get so nervous! And my mommy says I should wait for him to do so… But- no offense to you dudes out there- but guys are stupid! And it’s not your fault, it’s because you have a p***s. I’m sorry, it’s true; all that testosterone really messed with your brains. I still love you guys though!

Any advice anyone? (ooo, alliteration) Or at least ideas on how to calm down and talk to him, I get so tongue tied. Or maybe what to right in the card? Hmm? Anyone? Please? xd

For new years I’m going to Florida to spend time with my Guru! I can’t wait for the new years eve party. Last year it was so much fun! Omg I can’t describe it. Everyone was crazy and having such a great time. It’s a good thing no one drinks on the path, ‘cause then we would have been in trouble! >< And my Guru was so cool. He had a big birthday bash this year, he turned 60 but he doesn’t look it, and I had the time of my life. I danced with him and spoke with him and omg. I’m gonna have to make a journal entry just for my adorable teddy bear Master soon. heart

I have to pick up my grades, I’ve gotten lazy in my Junior year! NOT GOOD. What am I- stupid? I put off stuff until the last moment and then I’m skrewed- I got a B on my report card, AP Bio of course, because of all the Ds I’ve been getting on the tests- this is not good for my GPA. But I found out I’m 4th in the class! YAY! The only white girl too. Haha. My best friend Panktu is number one, Sahiba is number two another guy Vikas is 3, I’m Four! And Tarandeep is 5. I’m so happy. My GPA is like a 3.986 or something, so now I really have to work to get all As to maintain my spot. But as of this year- I am number 4. Woot!

So- in the spirit of keeping my grades up- I have a DBQ due tomorrow, a chapter of Bio and history to read and a Greek drama to read before the day is done. Love to all of you!