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And let it be the third entry today. xD
I have absolutely no life at all. I find myself here everytime I get really bored. I tend to get bored pretty quickly with no one's talking to me.
*ish alone*
Well, I honestly don't have anything to babble about... so I'll have to think up stuff...
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Which in the end means that I do, in fact, have something to babble about. I just haven't thought of whatever it may be yet. You'll have to be patient.
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My friend has me drawing her a picture of Romeo and Juliet for school. D: I know I can't do it. I've tried, and I can't do it. And though I tell her I can't, I think she has way too much faith in me. >.<
I've already thrown away a billion attempts. It's just not happening, my friend. -_-
And on a completely different note!
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I have to work tomorrow. Even though it's not Friday.
*grumble grumble*
'Cause it's the bossy lady's birthday, and I have to be all... "Happy Birthday!"
Her birthday is the day before mine. o:
She gave me ten dollars for my birthday! Well, she technically gave me five, 'cause I get five everytime I work anyway. But still, ten bucks. Imagine the possibilities!
*imagines*
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Well, I could go see a movie. o.o
No fun on your own. Not much of a movie person anyway.
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Actually, I love movies. But, I only like good movies. I'm picky like that.
Horror movies are actually my favourite. It may sound weird but... I find them hilarious. xD I laugh at them, while other people are screaming.
I know.
I'm weird.
Hmm...
I think I've been writing in this as an escapism. <.< It's so pathetic. But it works~
I completely forgot about my problems while typing about all that. But now... I have come to recall. D:
It's so sad.
But really... it's just expected.
But maybe I'm overreacting again! I do that a lot. Maybe tomorrow everything will be dandy again! Or maybe it won't be. Maybe it's over forever and it will never be alright ever again.
*pouts*
Ish my apocalypse~
I wrote a song called My Apocalypse. o.o Not that good though. xD
But I've written plenty of songs. Last time I counted it was close to fifty! O.O
But none of them are any good, so it really doesn't matter. They are all just shallow words on paper, while I'm trying to describe my feelings. Haven't written any lyrics in a while now, though. Lately it's just not been working.
A couple of days ago I had an idea. So I took out a pencil and some paper... and waiting for the words to come, but they wouldn't. &.& Once upon a time, I could always find words! But, that was when I was so damned depressed. It was rather simple to write about such a unpleasent feeling.
I've never written a postive song before. Ever! When I try, they end up negative anyway. But then lately I had been so damned happy! So I couldn't write anything. I'm not happy anymore though. That high was shot from the sky. o.o
And now my feet are back on the ground, and reality has gotten to me.
It's so sad~
These entries just keep getting longer. >.> I have to get more of a life!
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One time I punched a wall. o.o And my hand bled. It wasn't much of a big deal, just a small scrape really. But... my hand bled. And... one time, I got a papercut. And I bled.
I get a really weird thrill when something hurts. o.o
I know I shouldn't be babbling about this of all things, but I shall anyway.
Because I am slightly masochistic. Does anyone care? Mreh, doesn't matter. When I get really depressed, it worsens. I think it's 'cause I hate myself so much.
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Why the hell did I start typing about this?!
No more!
I'm leaving now.
- Sakura Lied.
 Lyccea · Mon Dec 11, 2006 @ 10:55pm · 0 Comments |
