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Currently I am just so damned happy, it almost hurts. o.o
For multiple reasons~
I've been feeling... really alive lately. But at the same time... so dead. >.>
I know I'm not making any sense again.
I feel like laughing, and crying, and sleeping, and walking, and talking... and just being... all at once~
xD
I think there's something very wrong with me. -_-
But anyway. >.>
...
Mreh.
I somehow managed to depress myself. Dx I don't know how I did that... but...
xD
No... I'm alright. I'm just feeling too many feelings at once. Kind of makes me want to smack my head into something and cease to exist for a while. xP
*ish feeling positive*
You know... I have a pretty decent life. ^^ I've really got nothing to be depressed about. Maybe there's my parents fighting a lot, but I've almost become numb to that.
Everything else is all in my head. All my fears~
I just made them up. So instead of hiding, I should just get over them, and actually live my life. Maybe do something with it. o.o Be someone! Ha!
*thinks*
Well... I might commit to that... someday. xD For now... I shall be the same coward I've always been. *sighs*
Maybe tomorrow. ^^ Maybe the next day. Or maybe I'll be living like this forever~
Or maybe I should just get over it! >.<
Arg, I don't like myself very much. D:
Hmm...
I shall stop typing now. Not good depressing myself. I rather just be happy and think of the negative things later~
So until later, then. ^^
- Sakura Lied.
 Lyccea · Mon Dec 18, 2006 @ 11:35pm · 0 Comments |
