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I'm torn between loving you
And moving on
I hate the pity in my heart
I'm tired of the pain
I can't understand it anymore
Was it all a joke
Was it all childish
I can't stand loving you anymore
This is my goodbye
I'm moving toward
An easier life
I just can't wait
And wonder anymore
I don't want to hurt
I hate the tears
That are forming
And the labor when I breath
I want a release
From my suffering
I can't continue like this
Or I'll get worse
I can't stand wanting you
I have enough grief
Without all this
So I'm casting it aside
Exchaning it for
Something less hurtful
I hate the pain
Inside and out
I hate pretending I'm okay
I'm tired of this all
And I'm ending it now
So goodbye
I don't need this anymore.