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Everyone Knows that its Souzou!
It's made of crack ... No REALLY
Meh...
Yes, I truely am the human version of an emotional roller coaster. Although I don't let YOU GUYS see it when I do. The only time its out of my control is when its pure, unadulterated anger/hatred. That one is almost inevitable to hide.

Have you ever actually had a good day and someone asks "What's wrong?" ? I hate those days. Seems that when I'm actually happy, everyone thinks something is wrong with me. I mean come on, people! IS IT WRONG FOR ME TO BE ENJOYING SOMETHING?! I don't get it! Do I look depressed or something half the time? I know that I have a distinct difference between happy, acting, or high on sugar. Being actually happy is often rare when it comes to school and a lot of the time, I'm only high on sugar and/or so tried/not caring that I just kinda go with the flow. And then there are days when I fake it out...although I usually develope a slight twitch...in my eye...kinda spaztic. THEN the killing just may begin. Oh ho ho, yes...the massacre is so beautiful.

...God I'm morbid sometimes. Although Lisa seems to think I'm morbid on a 24-hour basis...But she's my sibling...I pull on her hair, she kicks me in the stomach, we laugh and watch TV...that is the full extent to our...relationship.

and now the bell has rung and I shall be off! *bows* THANK YOU!






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majordanger_gundam
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commentCommented on: Sat Feb 12, 2005 @ 05:32am
I think it's becuase most of the time you have a neutral expression on your face. So, when you have a distinct emotional, i.e. happy, expression, those around you whom are acustom to your neutral demeanor would find it odd. A common situation. Try doing it more often then it should happen less.


commentCommented on: Sat Feb 12, 2005 @ 07:26am
But I can't just force happyness, that's why I refer to acting and not caring sweatdrop



Souzou the Insane
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