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All right fine. You caught kiki on her depressed time. Yes the one who has been so happy in her entries is sad with herself. I am upset at myself because.... well i'm feeling so alone. Is it so hard to asked for someone to hold me? I guess it is too much for me to ask for. But, once you've felt the warmth of someone holding you, you just can't let go. Do you know what the worst part is, though? I push love away from me because I'm afraid of pain that ends up coming to me at the end. I push it away from me and here I am complaining because I CAN'T FIX ME! I...just don't want to be alone anymore. All I want is someone to love. What am I doing you guys don't need to know my problem. Oh, well. May as well go and find something sugary.
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