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life
Life is not fair. and it isnt always happy. when you find the thing that can make you happy. than you will be happy. but not right away. and befor that you will probably be misurable. the fact is is that when you find that one thing, or person in your life that can make you happy, you need to work togather with what ever it is. you need to work at it befor you can be happy. its not a cure. its just something to work for that can make your life meaningful. if you are to be happy with that person or thing. sometimes you have to do things you dont want to do. give up things that you may want or need to have. this is the real world, you cant just go bye and expect something or someone to make you happy right away, you cant expect to have one cure for everything. because even a true love cant cure your life from depression for good. you can never forget the past. it will always be their for the rest of your life you will always remember things both good and bad. the past is something you will have to live with for the rest of your life. however the feelings you have of the past can change, in time they can fade and they will until you can look back and remember the saddnes with out a single tear. but you cant change the past you cant make it go away. but what you can do can always make up for what you have already done. no matter how bad of things you have done in your life. your future can change though. and its only you who can change it. people can only help you up and give you hope and urdge you to head foward. but only you can truely change your future. like i said people can affect you, but only you can let them affect you and your future. and people will always be their for you. every person in the world has someone that cares about them, and that is willing to help them grow and help them get up when their doing nothing but falling down. its the fact that you need to let them help you, and you need to let these people in. which is my problem i think more than anyones. sure i can tell people half of the story but never all of it. and i really dont accept advise from others because i dont trust. but learn from my misury and my mistakes is what im trying to say. go and find that one person or thing that makes you happy. get up and try again if you cant find it the first few times. never give up. never lose hope because their is always someone their for you. even if they seem like a pain in the a** and like all they care about is their own feelings thats not the case. in my case im just defending myself and i can honestly say that i was wrong and hope that he wont be too mad at me for the things that i have said and find it in his hear to forgive me. hopefully he can understand this time. and know that i am sorry. and that i was only trying to save myself and help him at the same time even though im probably not the person he needs. like what i was talking about here earlier. any way thank you to those who have read and understood. and took the time to care.
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