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life sucks.....

i know... this years just a few days old but... last year also sucked and nothing has changed
and so life still sucks... but if got a bunch of new music to listen to... its makes teh hole thing more tolerable....

my day was.... well yea... kinda boring... i know that i have to learn... but havent done it yet >.< but experience showed me that even if i learn i would fail.....
the last days werent any better.... i almost cried every night... but its okay i got used to it.... really... and hell yea it really helps to lie to yourself!

i guess i should stop this for today... before im writing even more garbage here <<
hmm dont even know what to write else at the moment q.q
but to hnor the name... these are really filthy notes....
i hope the next ones are wont get as boring as this one >.<