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I can feel the tears of the moon.
She cries as i cry these tears of blood.
The spirits of the night leave in betrayal.
The evil mistress who steals everything from me
I have no one.
I feel so alone in this world.
The only hope lies in the eyes of a man I don't know.

The water rushes angrily over me
Clashing against my windy shores
The trees close around me, no room for me to spread my wings.
Trapped by the mistake of getting myself here
I blow around all the leaves and fly where I want
Now in this forbidden land I am trapped
The fire within me burns the inside of my heart
Longing to be set free.

Stuck in the land of Chaos
I have no way out
I just want to lash out against the world
Send the biggest hurricane upon the city
Surging through the streets
Feel the wrath of my Gales Purging every city
Sending a wave that knocks down every levy.

This darkness wells up all around me
Haunted by my past
The ugly character that lives in my dreams
This depressed little boy begs me to return
I don't wish to go back
Leave me alone!

My friends fall into ailments of the unexplained
Sudden death of a friendship
Perhaps even three
Can't seem to mend this broken heart of mine.
My only hope lies in this mysterious man
His dark hair moves my tattered soul
yet he brings a gleam of light
A gleam of hope
Perhaps the goddess dose forgive
Even the ones who have set wrath upon the world
Ones who get too carried away
With their wind and their fire
Oh, my love, save me from this Chaotic place!

Heal my tattered soul
Together we will fight this darkness
and take back what is mine
My friends I hope to win forgiveness from
heal my friend, I beg you
the one I call aura
Am I really so dark and brutle?

Why am I everyones target of wrath?
Am I evil? Do I bring about destruction?
Why do they hate me so?
Will my dark haired love hate me too?

These mood swings affect everything I do.
I can't seem to get a hold of myself
This emotion that gets out of control
Like a thunderstorm, it's so unpredictable,
This pain and suffering
My firends, my family
I can't seem to please any of them.

And me...
I am so incomplete
So hurt
So empty
Save me, put me back in balance
My mysterious, enigmatic bishounin
caress me with those loving eyes
Hold me
I wish you were here to calm my soul
To encourage me to keep fighting
I miss you so.
-Dagger