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well this is just a random lil thing im deciding to write...anyways life ******** sucks..im a mother ******** emo basturd and if u dont like it to ******** bad i dont give a s**t..all i want is to be able to hold the 1 i love at night im sick of bein alone and screw u all if u have a problem with that..sometimes i just wish i would die..but i dont have the balls to kill myself even though ive tried a few times b4 i can never seem to go through with it...GAH i hate my life....