Ok here's the jist of it all folks...
No more beating around ther preverbial bush.
I love someone dearly, who left me....
Finding another I was hesitant but it blossomed only to strangle me in jealousies and insecurities and accusations.
I thought I had respite and made peace with that, but I keep hearing and reading things that are hurtful to me.... extremely hurtful. After all I've given and all I've done.... NOTHING matters, nothing but wallowing in their own self pity and crap that I refuse to wallow in with him as well.
Now.... I just don't care, I just don't want to deal with having to listening to the whining and moaning and depression. Day in and day out..... a gift was given.... only to be smash back into my own face. Never good enough, never given enough, never ever taken for who and what I am.... or was.
Now there is the reason and the change and the death of that self that will no LONGER be treated with callous abandon and malice.
I am a Goddess, one like all the other millions of women and girls in the universe, who deserves to be treated in that way.
Don't like what I have to say ... then maybe you should re-examine yourself.
Your lies and the "oh pity me" attitude will no longer be tolerated.
You are no longer worth my time.
 l Sunflower l · Wed Feb 23, 2005 @ 02:44am · 2 Comments |
