Another one. I'm really sick of my minds sadistic pleasures.
It started out with me and my subconscious mind having a conversation. I remember bits and pieces, but nothing of real importance. It trying to call me a pathetic piece of s**t, me telling it to get out of my head...thats nothing new. I do that constantly anymore it seems. I think I'm losing it. Anyway.
It fades to someone that looks like me holding a whip. I can't tell who it is I'm beating the s**t out of because their back is to me. Theres blood everywhere and other victims on the walls, some of which are dead, others which are screaming for me to end it. I just sort of smile, some very heavy death metal playing hte background and continue to lash out at the person in front of me cutting him to ribbons. I turn the person around and start lashing at his chest avoiding looking at his face because I know I'm going to scream if I do. I look up and I wake up screaming. Not ******** happy. I don't understand why. *shrug* I can't remember who it was in the face. Its a blur. It bugs me. I'm trying to remember it and gets fuzzier as I try.
It started out with me and my subconscious mind having a conversation. I remember bits and pieces, but nothing of real importance. It trying to call me a pathetic piece of s**t, me telling it to get out of my head...thats nothing new. I do that constantly anymore it seems. I think I'm losing it. Anyway.
It fades to someone that looks like me holding a whip. I can't tell who it is I'm beating the s**t out of because their back is to me. Theres blood everywhere and other victims on the walls, some of which are dead, others which are screaming for me to end it. I just sort of smile, some very heavy death metal playing hte background and continue to lash out at the person in front of me cutting him to ribbons. I turn the person around and start lashing at his chest avoiding looking at his face because I know I'm going to scream if I do. I look up and I wake up screaming. Not ******** happy. I don't understand why. *shrug* I can't remember who it was in the face. Its a blur. It bugs me. I'm trying to remember it and gets fuzzier as I try.
