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"I don't have time for losers." -Gary Oak (Pokemon)

	Missing Ryu; Thinking of Ryu; Loving Ryu
	Missing Ryu; Thinking of Ryu; Loving Ryu


So, I had my internet crap out on me, this week, and as a result, I missed the return of Ryu, my Love, on gaia, and now things have been happening all at once. So, Since I go to a vo tech school, I finished three of my classes for the year. That rocks, of course. I've started three new ones, along with my shop, so it's been hectic. Oh, where to I begin with my love life... I was hitting it off fine with my boyfriend, a while ago. But, for those of you close to me, you know how I feel about him now. (coughnotmuchlovecough) So, instead, a wonderful gaian named Ryu Diamandheart has literally stolen my heart. There isn't a day that goes by that I don't think about him. I even bought him a gift I'm going to send him in the mail, soon. We talk about everything, and we understand each other. He has a lot of the same interests, too. Today, it snowed. It blizzarded. And I thought about Ryu. I thought about meeting him, in the snow, finally seeing him for real, not in a photograph. I thought about running into his arms and embracing him with all I had. Is it strange that I feel this way about him? To me, it feels right. I think someone he knows doesn't like me. AIM told me Ryu had gotten on, yesterday, and here's how the conversation went: Wonnykins: Love! Wonnykins: ^^ Ryu Diamandheart: It's over. Wonnykins: ?? Ryu Diamandheart has signed off. I felt so wounded. So hurt. But I hold on to the hope that, somehow, it wasn't my Ryu. When those words came up, it crushed all the laughter I had had five minutes earlier, and the happiness I had been sharing with a close friend I had been talking to, at the time. I just...my heart literally stopped. I pray with all of my heart it wasn't my Ryu. I miss him. I wish he would come back. Tell me it wasn't him, comfort me...If this is him reading this, tell me it's not so. My heart's breaking. I need him back... cry -Wonnykins Wonnykins · Fri Jan 26, 2007 @ 12:14am · 4 Comments


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	dang, that was rough, for both me and u, I have nothing else to say but 3 things: 1. glad to see that your back on ur feet after what happened with us (im just taking a guess that the same blow affected you as me redface ) 2. sorry about what happened (again for all that happened sweatdrop ) 3. welcome to my emotional life. Offline MidNite Assailent · Community Member · Sat Feb 03, 2007 @ 12:25am


	I know it hurts to have someone leave you. And I wanted to tell you that I think Tommy's last comment "3. welcome to my emotional life." was out of line, but I think that there's more to this entire thing than just Ryu's "It's over." And I qoute from Ryu's comment page: "narutitridestsedam: I do not see why your current girlfriend sasuke (a.k.a anna) Is not enough for you, I know all about you two and the horrid pasts you walked through in each others hands, I believed you had something but. . .Wonnykins, virtual marriages, this is corrupted, honestly we have lives to live and we shoudl share it with the ones that are close to us, You are who you are ryu,zabuza,ryan,ryu diamond heart,kakomashu, and ryu Zu Tetsujin katana, You cannot pretend to be 2 people , there is only on you,you only have one life,and may only have one love. Before i part though, would you hear my plead? Do you honestly love Sasuke? Are you truly giving her your full emotion? Or are you betryaing that love and finiding more pain for entertainment, its completley foolish. . .A fools path, Understand my words, love is more than 'hugs and kisses'." And I quote from your comment page: "narutitridestsedam I heard you have a boyfirend, the why are you getting married? in a pathetic way that is, you should drop this foolish act, You can only love one person, so whos more important to you? an internet relationship or a boyfriend that cares deeply for you? " You never announced on the net that you had broken up with tommy, so unless you told Ryu personally, he should've thought that you were taken. And yet anothe quote from your comments: ".V.a.n.i.t.y. And he gots someone already ;o" Love is complicated Wonny and that's all I have to say. Offline Metsu92 · Community Member · Sat Feb 10, 2007 @ 03:53pm


	I think it was pretty damn cold for you to just cheet on Tommy like that, but i have to agree with Metsu92, the 3rd was kinda outa line, but yet i cant blame him. Still, even if you were going out with Tommy at the same time it was really wrong to start going out with some random guy on the internet, even if you never met the guy before, even if it was from a pic. Now Im doing this for MY friend, and that is not lying, I protect my friends and tell the truth to my friends, that deservs a straight up slap accross the face. Im not sure if you know Saxon Iconno but hes calling you a cheeting hor( stressed ) after all this Offline Sevren3 · Community Member · Mon Feb 12, 2007 @ 08:53pm


	ok... so you all are ****** dumbasses and you need to get a life that doesn't involve harassing others for your own sick pleasure, so get lost and have a nice life! Offline Ryu Za Katana Tatsujin** · Community Member · Tue Feb 13, 2007 @ 12:39am

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