Well I'm top of the inn's roof and I really screwed up yesterday....
I woke up feeling pretty good and had a great breakfast and everything! Umi watched me change when i wasn't looking...perv. Then we talked about things and he got me irritated.
First Rin woke up and we talked for a bit before she ran off to get syaoran. I never did find out what happened to her....hope she's ok....
Then Mak woke up and we talked....may four words. Umi wanted me to tell him but i wouldn't and I left for the forest to get my anger out. I grabbed my new weapons that the blacksmith gave to me for free. I found that I can control these thing with my mind, it's kinda freaky...any way....
I blew took out a few...dozen trees then headed into town thinking my rage was gone. I was wrong...way wrong, I went into town looking for the reason for my rage, and pain. Mak, I lost it and ramapged through the town I even scarred this big guy away, and then I saw Mak and oh did I let him have it...scarred him pretty bad.
He ran like all hell and Syaoran tried to talk me down, but i wouldn't hear it. I know he's strong but...this was none of his buisness and Rin's love or not if he got in my way I'd fear for him...
I was about to tackle Mak and challange him to a sparring match when that stupid priest got involved. He scooped Mak into his arms and I snapped. I don't remeber much after that point besides the fact I creamed the preist good and ended up in the forest.
When I regained my mind, my empathic powers were going crazey! Rin was no where in sight to help me unload it all so I let it burst, but not before Mak and Aura tried to help me. Umi thankfully got them away in time.
I think I was falling and then Jake caught me I guess...I don't know. He can teliport, something about magnitism blah!! Then Mak yelled at me for trying to hurt him..I wasn't...much. I felt horrible and tried to explain but he wanted to know if it would ever happen again. I saw only one way out, only one way to promise him. Then I said it, the three words I'll regret saying for the rest of my life to him. I said. "I love you." Well more like i'm in love with you but you know what i mean!
I flew off, not wanting to see his face.After a few moment of self pity thinking I went to the inn to grab my things and leave. I'm not to bright when i'm in tears cause i thought Umi would let me leave...heh i'm dumb to think that....
Umi calmed be down a little, and then Mak showed up. I tried to run like hell but i tripped down the stairs and didn't move. I dumb am I? I can fly!!!! He began to cry and he calmed me down saying he didn't hate me or think I was a freak, and I beleave him. He smiled at me and I just hugged him, it felt right to me being in his arms! Love sucks......I know he'll never feel the same way but I'll love him forever.
I'm on the roof of the clocktower right now and....it feels good to have itout in the open with him. He's asleep right now so I'll go back to the inn and talk to the others. Some times Empathy sucks, It's hard feeling everyone else's emotions along with your own....but it's also a good feeling knowing that you can help others by relating to thier feelings.
Well it's almost time to go back.....wish me luck
Hikaru
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