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well here is the dilemma. My best friend of over a year now ahs stolen my heart. well he stole it a while ago. i have known him for over 6 years now. Unfortunately his life is stuck in the sense that we can not be together cause of certain responsibilies he has to fill now. someday is the answer for the relationship. then there is my soccer buddy. i met him a few months ago at work. he plays soccer, came here from africa a few months ago, speaks great english and other languages just like i do, he has a lot of muscle, works hard and goes to school. i like him as friend but he could be more. ahhhhhhhh there is also another guy. he is my best friends friend at school. i am senior and he is a sophmore. if he was older then we could work. then again i like all three of these guys. i am in love with the first one. YES PEOPLE I KNOW WAT LOVE IS. i must know cause everytime i see an attractive guy, he is the one i start thinkin of. i can not even be in a relationship cause i truly am deeply in love. well thats the dilemma i face. so wat are peoples thoughts? remember i stay true to the one i love, i do not believe in lying, i do not break promises, and i will never be a cheater when it comes to relationships cause i am 100% loyal! 3nodding xd heart twisted