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*Please read before having a cow... This is not meant to hurt anyone's feelings. It is meant mostly to get out the frustration and angst that I've been feeling, especially as of late*

This goes out to those who would destroy others in the sake of revenge. I know that you feel that you've been wronged, and quite possibly and even probably, you have been. But there is something that I think you're missing: You have to move on with your life. You can't feel better until you put these things behind you and simply move on.



This goes out to those who try to be my mother. In a word...stop. I already have parents, I certainly don't need more of them. And the thing is, I know you have the best of intentions at heart, but it's not doing me any good. I love you all dearly, but sometimes, I just have to do my own thing in my own time in my own way. I know you may not necessarily approve, but to each his own.



Those goes out to my friends who are in rivalry with another of my friends. (Clarification: If you don't get along with one of my other friends, this is you.) This is one of the hardest sections for me to write because, here lately, it's been happening all around me, and I don't know what to do. Just so you know...it's hard. It's hard trying to be friends with two people that don't get along. It's hard trying to spend equal time with both of them without offending either party. It's hard trying to balance your schedule so that neither one of them have to spend time with each other. The next time you get mad at me, remember that. I'm trying to be a good friend to each of you, but no one's really helping me out on this one. There is no middle ground. If someone's not mad, then they're trying to be a martyr. I hate it when people try to be a martyr. I love you dearly and I want to be friends with you, otherwise, we would never have been friends in the first place. So don't even try to pull the martyr bit. It just makes me more frustrated. I want to be both of your friends. It's just that....sometimes, it would be nice to be able to hang out with both of you at the same time and not worry that something dramatic and tragic is going to happen. And if you even DARE to try and respond to this by saying that, "Well, let's just not be friends any more." or any variation of the above, I will stay lifelong friends with you just out of SPITE!!!!!

*NOTE: Just because you THINK that you may be in one of these categories does not necessarily mean that you know ANYTHING. Just a word of caution. biggrin *

*OH!!! And... There will be more to come in the future, both good and bad...but the library is getting ready to close, so that's really all I had time to write, this go around. And as a reminder...I hate no one....well, maybe someone, but they're not even here and, if you know me, you probably know he/she is. BUT I love you ALL!!! Even if you're mad at me or we're not getting along the greatest at the moment. I still love you dearly with all my heart. Never forget that.*