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Today we had everyone over because it was Grampy McCaw's birthday. Yippy skippy. I was so bored, and nobody was talking to me so I went up to my room and read Pendragon: The Reality Bug. It's not my fault I'm un-social, people just don't like me. TAD says it'll get better in High School, but I doubt that. He said it was better for him, and that in middle school he was just like me. Okay, he was so freaking NOT like me. He probably had friends, and he was gay, and I am not. And he probably didn't want to shoot himself. And he was GAY.

Oh, and I left the World O Roleplay, and in all the Chat threads all they do is talk about me. And by they I mean Jared and Saphira. Saphira told Jared that I want to kill myself and he should try to bond with me. He said I don't REALLY want to kill myself, I just want people to pity me, and he can't bond with me because I just want to be alone. No ******** s**t I want to be alone, but it would be nice if you ACTED like you ******** CARED about me. And I so ******** don't want people to pity me, I want them to care about me. But that's hard for them to do, since they're all busy hating me.

How do I know that they're talking about me? Before Jared banned me from that site I logged out, so that I can still go there and see what they talk about, and they don't have to know I'm there. But that's so ******** dumb that he banned me just because I left. What a re-re.

And the World O Roleplay is dying now that I'm gone. Nobody has joined, there are only three people that go there, there is only one RP going (no one has posted in my Earthsea RP) and the only chat threads that are going are either off subject and talking about me or games, like the TV/Movie quote game I posted that they still dare to post in, even though I left, and some freak-a** "What can you draw with your keyboard," thing that only has two posts: the first one that Jared made and the second one that his girlfriend Saphira made. Yeah, they're the perfect couple, a b***h and a basturd.

And I miss my Jake. crying I wish he could get on weekends and later on weekdays. I wonder how long he's grounded for. stare

Hehe, I signed us up for eBay. I had to use Mom's birthday and name and e-mail and stuff because you have to be 18. stare Oh well, I don't have a credit card either so I couldn't do it even if I was 18.