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I havn't updated in ages... sweatdrop
I've never been good at keeping journals. This is probably the best one I've done so far. Even if I only post in it every week or so. n_n;;
Things have been pretty quiet reacently. Not really much to write about. Although, I have made a friend. When we first met, we looked so alike, it was slightly creepy. We've changed the way we look since then, but it was still cool. We're pretty good friends now. (This is on gaia, of course.) Her name is Hanako (o^_^o)

I have so little energy these days. I'm not eating enough. I need to get my act together if I ever want to get better. I'm so lethargic at karate it's past pathetic. I really need to do better, or I'll never make it to black belt. I've asked mom to get more of the fruits I like and stuff, hopefully it will give me more energy. I keep getting these wierd pains, in my arms or knees and other places. They'll hurt for no reason. The ones in my heart and the tightness I get in my chest is what really worries me. I've tried to get this sort of thing checked out, but the doctors are hopless. I told them a while ago that it felt like I had a fractured rib or something, and they did breathing tests for my lungs, when it didn't even hurt. -_- That's really going to help them see if I have a greenstick fracture in my rib. They are no help. So I don't know what to do now... all I know is that I have to work through it and get better, and sometimes all I want to do is collapse and not get up. But I don't. I'll just have to keep training, it's all I can do.
From,
~-~-~Shadow~-~-~