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Harra_Wizen
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My Hopes and Dreams of Singing are Over...
I've always wondered why as a kid, I always had such a dreadful cough, now I wonder why breathing can be hard at times, why I cannot run.

I found out the reason a few days ago, but I just made the connection today.

The doctor's tell me I have Restrictive Airway Disease, meaning it's harder to breathe, and an inhaler will help.

They are most likely going to put me on an inhaled steriod as well...

But I just realized, I now know why I cannot go through long verses of singing without having to take a breath.

If I cannot get as much air in, I cannot sing as many notes without breathing.

Ergo, I shall never have a singing career that I always worked for since the 2nd grade.

This is dreadful..... what am I to do?





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Sanguarian Penguin
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comment Commented on: Tue Feb 13, 2007 @ 10:05pm
Don't give up on your dreams! Sometimes stuff like that goes away...It just takes an inhaler to help it go away. I might have asthma. Dunno. After I get over my cold, I'm having tests done smile

Remember «Harra, to hell with the rest.»
«Harra, better than sex.»
«Harra. Making people sucessful in a changing world.»
And the all time fav that goes with the second one...
«Be young, have fun, taste Harra.»


comment Commented on: Tue Feb 13, 2007 @ 10:26pm
I told you you oughta get that checked out! Glad you're following my advice...

So far, for awhile, my only triumph in my lessons for about two months (when people in the other room can actually hear me...... and I hit High C easily in Phantom of the Opera) is the day I tripled the dose of my inhaler, NOT a wise choice....

*Laughing insanely* You're gonna put those in your own journal, aren't you?

Those are bloody funny!



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Sanguarian Penguin
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comment Commented on: Tue Feb 13, 2007 @ 10:31pm
That I am smile And That I am. I'm tired of not being able to breath. God, when I get upset, I nearly pass out...Which is what almost happened the other night. I wish I could've called someone ... but I couldn't talk (damn cold).


comment Commented on: Tue Feb 13, 2007 @ 10:33pm
Ohhhhhhh! *Huggles lightly* Poor you! crying

You still cannot talk? Man..... I would HATE having that problem.... it's just..... I cannot live without my voice....



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Sanguarian Penguin
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comment Commented on: Tue Feb 13, 2007 @ 10:37pm
No...I can now ... but I couldn't call someone, anyone, to try and snap me out of that...


comment Commented on: Tue Feb 13, 2007 @ 10:41pm
*Huggles you very colsely* Poor little Sakurai! crying You're OK now though, right?



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Sanguarian Penguin
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comment Commented on: Tue Feb 13, 2007 @ 10:48pm
Except for gunk in my eyes, yes. That I am.


comment Commented on: Wed Feb 14, 2007 @ 12:04am
Well, don't try to dig it out again, OK? I'll have to teach you the RIGHT way to do that! @_@



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