Why Can't Things...
Why cant things go back to the way they were
When life was easy and fun to live
But now its so different...
Living in the shadows of my past
And the shadows of others
Not being able to go back
And change the things you regret the most
Living in the sorrow and thought
Of never dieing, never being able to perish
Never leaving the planet that you grew up in
Growing old but not actually aging
Not being able to give birth
And allow them to have the honor of burying their own mother
Watching everyone around you perish before your eyes
And watch the civilians around you
Torment and call you names such as a witch
Feeling the hunger grow inside you
the hunger for blood and the hunger to kill
Watching your own innocence fly out of your grasp
And to know, you may never love again
To live for eternity, in darkness
Hunting the hunters and loving the lovers
Being caught under a spell
Of which your thoughts drown out the sound of actual voices
Ignoring them, replacing them
Making you think they are deceiving you
Wishing for a way to love, and walk in the light
Wanting to grow old and have children
Waiting to live again, as a person
And not a spawn from hell
Written by: Shaedii
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