harusaki
I think it's true that if you get your hopes up too high and something strikes you down, it's hard to be happy again. I've made myself ill with excitement, the feeling where your stomach feels queasy and sick. Then I let myself down. I don't know. It doesn't make sense. I think if you don't get enough sunshine, you darken and become depressed. I am glad that the snow is melting and spring is soon, and birds are out again. But staying inside all day has really brought me down. I feel sick.
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