1pm
Monday
I haven't talked to my boyfriend in weeks and I really miss him. My dad was dragged away by cops just last night...he was drunk and now he's in jail. I've been telling him that that beer would come back to bite him in the a**.
I've been thinking about cutting myself lately...I'm not suicidal, just thinking about cutting myself.
I wrote this song today-
When I call for you,
Why don't you answer?
When I ask you to save me from the dangers?
Why do you ignore me?
Is there something wrong?
Have I angered you, again?
I've only ever tried to please you.
Do you enjoy seeing me this broken?
Do you enjoy seeing me this way?
Cuz, you sure as hell seem that way to me.
When I say your name,
Beg for you to help,
You turn your back and forget me.
But then you turn around and tell me to come,
And when I say no, stand up for myself,
and tell you I'm done bein your slave,
You beat me right back down to where I started out.
don't you love me anymore?
-spoken-
How can you?
When you never loved me to start with...
-sang-
I know that I don't matter to you now.
You just need some fool to follow you round, picking up after you.
You don't even care what happens to me!
Well I'm over it,
I'm done,
I'm through.
I've had enough of this s**t.
I ain't takin it anymore!
No matter what I do,
It's never good enough for you.
No matter where I go.
You always find me.
You always neglect the fact that I'm in pain.
You just make it worse,
Make me cry.
So, now, Im doing what you do to me.
I'm turning my back on you,
locking the door to my heart, and giving the key to someone else.
I'm done.
I've had enough.
I'm through with you.
I know that I don't matter to you now.
You just need some fool to follow you round, picking up after you.
You don't even care what happens to me!
Well I'm over it,
I'm done,
I'm through.
I've had enough of this s**t.
I ain't takin it anymore!
Why don't you answer?
When I ask you to save me from the dangers?
Why do you ignore me?
Is there something wrong?
Have I angered you, again?
I've only ever tried to please you.
Do you enjoy seeing me this broken?
Do you enjoy seeing me this way?
Cuz, you sure as hell seem that way to me.
When I say your name,
Beg for you to help,
You turn your back and forget me.
But then you turn around and tell me to come,
And when I say no, stand up for myself,
and tell you I'm done bein your slave,
You beat me right back down to where I started out.
don't you love me anymore?
-spoken-
How can you?
When you never loved me to start with...
-sang-
I know that I don't matter to you now.
You just need some fool to follow you round, picking up after you.
You don't even care what happens to me!
Well I'm over it,
I'm done,
I'm through.
I've had enough of this s**t.
I ain't takin it anymore!
No matter what I do,
It's never good enough for you.
No matter where I go.
You always find me.
You always neglect the fact that I'm in pain.
You just make it worse,
Make me cry.
So, now, Im doing what you do to me.
I'm turning my back on you,
locking the door to my heart, and giving the key to someone else.
I'm done.
I've had enough.
I'm through with you.
I know that I don't matter to you now.
You just need some fool to follow you round, picking up after you.
You don't even care what happens to me!
Well I'm over it,
I'm done,
I'm through.
I've had enough of this s**t.
I ain't takin it anymore!
I wrote that....but i dont know why. it just kinda came to me after this friend told me her bf beats her. Rate it please.
