I'm always lost in these akwrd positions. Stuck, Trapped....Unable to move. My decisions are always clouded by optomism or selfish gain. I wish only for happiness...Is it to much to ask? And yet the devil keeps popping up and stealing it from me. He whips me around and then laughs at me. When ever I manage to get away from him, he sends his wretched crows after me...They're always watching...always there. Never will I have peace...not even before i leave. I keep falling into darkness and loosing myself to loves Abyss.....