My heart throbs for one reason...
That reason almost undescribable and undetectable by the sense of man
Though I smile,
My confident face hides anger, fear, and near death experiences
Experiences you would never guess,
I smile to hide these things from you
If I told you,...you wouldn't be able to handle it the way I have,
Everyday my mind is filled with these consuming thoughts of my past,
Though it is past,.. it naws the soundness of my mind (sanity) I have worked so hard to achieve,
The sanity that keeps me smiling,
I think of how things would have been and what could have been
But it only multiplies the compression on my mind,....
I use to fear the darkness
Now I look forward to its comfort,..for its the time to strike the enemy first,
To summarize these experiences, people have tried to kill me
Yeah I know me,
If you don't believe this go the to hell
Because this is my past,
But,..this smile, comforting to your eyes keeps me
Keeps my mind,...but you,...keep my heart
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