What happens when you really do accidentaly fall in love is it ok or is it wrong for it to just be an accident? What if you really loved some one you couldnt be with. What would you do if you had to make all these different choices and the only decision you had ever made on your own wasnt just your decision to start with?
I have so many things I have to decide and choose but I am breaking from what I really want and cant have ever. What happens if all the things you need and want you couldnt have and you felt like death was eminnent. I always hated suicidal ppl but now I actually understand where some of them are coming from and how they feel. I want to be able to make some of these choices myself but I just dont know what to do anymore I am lost. Worst of all I feel like I need some thing or some one that I cant find or that I have found but cant have. That thing is riping me apart. Why though I dont think I should need or want anything I just want to make others happy but if I cant even keep myself happy how am I supposed to help other ppl?
 Noxious Divinity · Tue Feb 27, 2007 @ 11:04pm · 2 Comments |
