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Clean clean clean~
I just feel like making my room very clean and neat and tidy and perfect~
Yay me~
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xD
Rawr...
I don't like my room much though. It's very... small and square. xD Well... an off-square. With white walls... white dressing table... off-white bookshelf...
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I hate it. >.> All my furniture is from when I was still living in the apartment! Basically... I've had everything I own as furniture all my life. xD Fifteen years. <.<;
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I want new stuff. xD
Actually... I just want a desk in my room. Get rid of my bookshelf; don't really keep much BOOKS on it anyhow. And put a desk there!
*shruggs*
I don't know. I'm just dreaming again.
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I'm going to take down all my old drawings finally. xD They've been up for years now just 'cause I've been too lazy to take 'em down. Just stupid InuYasha drawings from back in grade seven and eight. That being about three years now...
They're just copied drawings anyhow. You know, when you sit and stare at a picture and make your own copy of it? Doesn't look exactly, but I can get it close sometimes. :3
But that's not talent. xD Anyone can copy a picture. :3
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It's like... hailing outside. Keep hearing it against my living room window. My brother doesn't have to go to school because of it. My mom says ish too dangerous for him to walk and she's not going to drive him. So he happily skipped back up to bed.
I wander if the weather's bad enough for my classes to be canceled. <.<; It's too dangerous to go upstairs mommy! I don't think I'll make it! D:
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I don't know. I'm just bored and random feeling.
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Mom just said I can skip out on school work today. :3
xD
I know I'm killing my education. <.< And I know I should really care. But...
Why don't I?
Guess I lost any faith that I'd ever amount to anything a long while ago.
Career... career...
What kind of job could I manage? xD
I don't know...
I want to write. Write anything. Dx But I don't have that writing ability. Though I've been writing ever since I was a little tyke. It's like those stories where... "All my life, this is all I've ever wanted to do! And now I am~" ...
Yeah...
xD
Instead, I'm going to fail terribly. :3
But I am going to write a book one day. I am. Whether it's good, or not. Whether... it even gets published or not~
I AM going to finish a novel or some kind of story. Dx I just have to. Have to, have to, have to!
I just need to develop more patience with a single story that I won't cheat on no matter what. I need to find that perfect tale, I guess. o-o All the other one's that I thought were perfect wouldn't amount to much and I would start thinking up new ones in a couple weeks. >.<
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It's really hailing outside. o-o Or whatever that is...
Sleet...? Freezing rain...?
Umm...
I don't know...?
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I guess I'll leave it at that. xD
I have to go do something anyhow~
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Though I shall return to the computer shortly, I'll conclude this entry since it's amounting to a similar nothing as myself. :3
Good bye all~
Until next time, my invisible readers~ xD
- Sakura Lied.
 Lyccea · Fri Mar 02, 2007 @ 12:35pm · 0 Comments |
