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Dear anyone who cares,

I hate dances. Don't get me wrong i love dancing and being with my friends and acting like a total ideot. Its just that dances make me sad. This one had to be the worst of them all. I picked up my date and in the car we fought, in a joking way, who was going to be the guy, seeing as we are both girls. I introduse her to my friend Miles saying this is my date, she says "What i'm not your date.". That bothers me a bit because i asked her out *sihg*. Then everyone starts to back away from me when i'm being my usual self and bumping into ppl when i was dancing when my friends wern't, i'm sure they were just joking but it kinda bothers me. My friend Jeana and Danny (they are together) go off to a corner to hang out, so i figure they want to be alone, and my date goes off to talk to them, it doesn't really bother me, but they forgot me *sigh*, after like 30 min my date comes to see waht i'm doing. I then deside to go dance and my friend Jeana comes and dances with me, that makes me happy, but i had a date shouldn't she be the one dancing with me, and Jeana had a date shouldn't he be dancing with Jeana. During the slow song no one would dance with me, so i ask Patric and he dances with me, I love Patric and if i hadn't given up guys i would totaly date him, but i must have spent most the song dancing with my imaginary dance partner. Jeana and Danny then leave and My date and I rip down the streamers and wrap her like a mummy witch was entertaining and fun. Another slow song came and she was walking around saying "no one wants to dance with the mummy." Well hell i wanted to dance with the mummy, so when we danced she didn't tuch me, i figured she was just unconfterble, so i asked Patric to dance with her because she didn't want to dance with me (i kinda picked that up from the no one wants to dance with the mummy thing), so when she dances with Patric her hands go right to his hips...

Don't get me wrong my date is my best friend, and i intend on staying best friends, i was just hoping we could dance a bit more freely, and to say the least i got a bit jealus. And i love Patric, like i said i would date him if i were straigt.

Momo

p.s. please leave coment and helping or dehelping words.

p.s.s is dehelping a word