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I feel as though i am hated.
I fear that my soul has left
my body, leaving a empty
shell.

I try to convince myself
that what i feel is not
true. But no matter what
I still feel as though I am
hated.

I feel unwanted my my family.
LIke I am a burden to them and
all who are around me to this everyday.

I feel tha tmy depression is comeing back
after i jsut left it behind it the dust. No matter
waht i do it always comes back to me. If wont
leave me alone, this is my curse and my destiny
i feel.

Mo matter how far i run, where i find,
I find myself depressed. Why is life so
curel, to play with people like they are
childs toys? I hate it sometimes i wish to
simply get rid of the feeling but there is only on way
to do so. Therefore i am in the battle of life and death






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Shen Liu Yi
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commentCommented on: Fri Mar 11, 2005 @ 05:13pm
Wow thats a good poem but......I can't believe that's how you feel.


commentCommented on: Fri Mar 11, 2005 @ 05:59pm
there are a lot of things you dont know about me..I dont want you to know about them.



melwasul
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Shen Liu Yi
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commentCommented on: Fri Mar 11, 2005 @ 10:42pm
How come?


commentCommented on: Fri Mar 11, 2005 @ 10:48pm
I just have my reasons...okay so dont worry about it



melwasul
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Shen Liu Yi
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commentCommented on: Fri Mar 11, 2005 @ 11:19pm
ok then but you realize that now from time to time I'm going to beg and ask about it....hehehehe???? ........just kiddin' sweatdrop


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