OMG guys.
I just like upset one of my friends. He lives far away from me and the time difference is big. Right now it should be like Midnight for him.
I didn't know that he had waited till one am just to talk to me.
I ******** up.
But like people have HIGH expectations of me. Really! My other friend, she always wants me and needs me and if I pay her any attention for ONE second shes thinks I hate her or something.
You know sometimes I just want some ME time.
I'm not mad at my guy friend because he doesn't know that Other people run my life.
Thats weird huh? I don't run my own life.
I know people use me and I just let it happen.
I'm like so stupid. SO I hardly have friends and the ones I do have I always seem to mess things up!
I'm one person people. My time needs to be divided and I hardly get any to myself.
I'm sorry people I just needed to say this.
I love him very much.
But I feel super bad because I hurt him cry
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