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ah man this fukkn sucks! i am so annoyed right now im angry and sad all at the same time i hate it!_! ******** it. i know that when im so angry that a ride wont even fix it im angry.. even when i found out one of my ex's was cheating on me hardcore i was able to ride it off.. but this no. its just teh shits.. if anyone has the nerve anytime soon to bother me at school, make fun of my friends, or especially bug me when im riding or with E. i will rip there arm off and beat them with the soggy side(nt being funny here im serious)

but on the other note sad... thats kuz my gf is going through a really hard time and doesnt seem to be herself... i can tell she changed.. it really sucks.. grar.. and it just sucks kuz i wanna just be with her but everyone keeps coming over ooh!! what are you two doing?!?! all im saying is ******** off im talking to her.. well in my head at least..and its just annoying and saddening.. thismorning she didnt even look at me.. i dont know what it is.. itsjust aagh.. wtf did i do.. how was it that it happened.. i dont get it.. something is wrong..im not one to be down.. but this has realy got me down...and it sucks..and i hate it.. and stare grr agh.. i wasnt even able to talk to her for 2 minutes all day without anyone else around.. its really depressing,, god... i need a job so i can get her something awesome.. just because i want to get her something.. but i cant ask my parents for money because they will wonder.. they dont even know were going out..and if her parents find out ********.. everythings gone.. her parents will a)slughter me b) slaughter her c) slaugher me and her..spontaneously..

yeah i think i'll rant more as my mood changes.. oh and if any1 reads this whaddya think of my picture..