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Once you told me

I’m a mistake

That shouldn’t have happened

You were only sixteen

Young and crazy, thinking

You had to prove yourself

So you tainted mother

For your own personal gain

Never thinking of the consequences

Nine months later, there I was

A baby that was never wanted

You could’ve walked out

But no, you have to hurt me

So be the daddy, you were

Fourteen years later

It was too long for you

Can’t handle it anymore

You left me for good

Leaving mother cold and hurt

Always reminding me that I’m trash

A thing that is not meant to live

The abuses were disappearing

But the painful memory lives on

A scar is printed on my heart forever

No way to escape the frightful fears

And I will remember always, that

I am dirt, not worthy enough for you