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Why do I feel so...alone? I swear some days I feel really depressed. I feel like no one knows who I am. When you get right down to it...I am not even sure I know. I haven't been myself for so long I can't remember. My past is twisted throughout and sad road. I used to be a lot worse than I am now I guess. Once there was a time when I didn't care if I lived or died. That has changed but I still feel alone. People make fun of me constantly...wether or not they are joking. Their shallow words turn to glass in my ears as I try to realign the shattered pieces I once called my life. My friend Ryan gives me a hard time about journal posts like this. He calls me depressing...I am not, I just speak my mind. I am not depressing, I am dark.

Posted by: The Domo Sage Wed Mar 07, 2007 @ 03:01am

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Commented on: Sat Mar 10, 2007 @ 11:42pm


	Take this advice, of which comes from a human god who has lived a long time: it is human nature to feel alone, just as it is human nature to feel loved. As time passes, so too do our lives, from one phase to the next, hour to hour, day to day, week to week... Translation: you shant feel depressed for long, if I know anything. If, however, you feel/you've been feeling depressed for longer than two weeks, you should see a doctor right away. It's normal to feel like you're not yourself sometimes, but it's not normal to feel that way for so long.

Commented on: Sun Mar 11, 2007 @ 01:31am


	It has been longer than two weeks, but I am not a person who believes in throwing meds at everything. Thank you for your insight.

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Commented on: Sun Mar 11, 2007 @ 02:53am


	This isn't just something; this is clinical depression. It's the result of a serious chemical imbalance, and it should be treated right away.

Commented on: Sun Mar 11, 2007 @ 07:33pm


	I understand but I really don't think that this needs to be treated.

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Commented on: Sun Mar 11, 2007 @ 10:44pm


	you are depressing you know that you are not old enough to have a gir/ friend. you little depressed little shmonkey.

Commented on: Tue Mar 13, 2007 @ 04:00am


	Some friend you are Ryan. I am not depressing, I am just going through some st. Never call me a st monkey again you little p***k!

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Commented on: Wed Mar 14, 2007 @ 02:26am


	ha ha ha your a shmonkey ha ha ha! just kidding. dont take it so hard take it easy. take a chill pill!!!!

Commented on: Wed Mar 14, 2007 @ 10:29pm


	That doesn't make me feel better Ryan

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Commented on: Sat Mar 17, 2007 @ 08:32pm


	Dark? You're not dark. You think you are. When I think of dark I think of villians >.< Everybody gets depressed and has depressing streaks in your life. Rarely people never get happy, and some choose to believe they are that way. I don't think your that way. Everybody life sucks in some sort of way. I did a lot. Not trying to sound like some corny convention. People will care about you as get older, cause as years pass people care less, they don't give a damn about it. Things suck at time, and things rock. You get happiness for sadness, and sadness for happiness. It's what makes the world revolve. and plus, reading Ryan's comment he does sound like a p***k.

Commented on: Sat Mar 17, 2007 @ 08:46pm


	he is...

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Commented on: Sat Mar 17, 2007 @ 10:36pm


	you should see how he treats me!!!

Commented on: Sun Mar 18, 2007 @ 05:02am


	.....

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Commented on: Sun Mar 18, 2007 @ 06:00pm


	Sorry you had to see that Amber.

Commented on: Sun Mar 18, 2007 @ 08:29pm


	It's okay...

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Commented on: Mon Mar 19, 2007 @ 03:12am


	hugs you

Commented on: Mon Mar 19, 2007 @ 10:37pm


	[[ Hugs you back ]]

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