Hello?
Can you not see me?
Can you not hear me?
Hear me screaming
Pounding on the glass between us
Hands bruised and bleeding
Hitting this window?
Turn to me
Notice me
Realize that I still exist
I haven't died
I haven't left
I'm still here
But you can't see me
I'm screaming
Been screaming for some time
Yet there you stand
Like no one is missing
Like everything is fine
Why can't you see
That I'm not there,
Besides you
That nothing is fine
And why won't you open
This damn window?
How much longer
Must i scream?
How many more times
Must i hit this window?
Until it shatters?
Shards of bloody glass
around my feet?
Then you would see me
But you wouldn't care
It wouldn't matter
You would walk away
Just like you believe
I walked away on yours
It wouldn't matter
Even if I was covered with blood
Breathing my last
But wasting it on you
Trying to explain my actions
You would turn
And slam a door in my face
So that i could die
Cold and alone
Knowing that my soul
Would be doomed
Knowing my fate
Was in your hands
But you would let it slip
Through your fingers
So here I stand
Waiting, for you to glance my way
But I now know that you
never will
You know I'm here
Known that I'm waiting
But you refuse to listen
Instead you leave me outside
Waiting for death
To lay claim to
My forgotten soul
No
I can see you've forgotten me
Erased me from your past
A mere memory
Holding you back
Be my guest
Let me go
I shall care for my wounds
Still bleeding
From my acts
No longer will I linger here
No longer shall I wait
I've waited for too long
Wasting my time on some lost cause
But you wouldn't care
You left me
To betrayed me to my pain
My agony
Fine
I'll leave
Making my own path
Choosing my own God
My own will
Follow my bloody foot prints
If you wish
If you can
But I won't be back
I will never retrace my mistake
At waiting here
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