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Today, I learned something strange.

It ISN'T just me. On and off, all day for the past two days, I've been either emo or sugar-high-and-lee-obsessed(whenever I'm hyper it also comes with the lee obsession). Every five minutes I'm hyper, then emo, then hyper again.

I have two theories: One, I'm just not getting enough sleep(a highly plausible theory) or Two: um...you know...hormones, and...um...you know.

In music, I learned how to insult someone in a different way. My teacher marked his fingers with "I, M, R, L"(left hand) and "4, 3, 2, 1" (right hand). He joked about how instead of showing people the finger(he always inderectly jokes about people doing that while driving), you can just say "2 you" or "M you"(before hastily going back to the subject). Or, if you're REALLY mad at them, you say "M2!" Then my friend and I talked about how you can say "Fudge you!" or "fudgecake" or even "corn".

But anyway, I'm going to a cosplay in May as Neji-san! I'm even going to get these awesome contacts to make(unfortunately only)my irises white! It's surprisingly hard to find a tan shirt with a round neck, and the PERFECT one would have seamless sleeves. My hair is practically the PERFECT length, I'll just use washable black hair die and some mousse or something because I have bangs and I don't think they'll get ANYWHERE near long enough to tie with the rest of my hair so I'll just slick them back. My new manga is going SOOOOOO SLOOOOOOOOOWLYYYY. I finish probably a panel or less in a day. Oh, and tomorrow my class is taking a field trip to the Chicago Lyric Opera House. I live really nearby, so what I'm going to do instead is meet my school there and when we leave, I go home! Technically, there's no school tomorrow! And then spring break! Great! A lot of time to do both of my manga.

I have this "dream-book", which I really like because it's eerily accurate. Sometimes it says really obvious things, but sometimes it's really helpful. like, it says that lately I've been fangirling Rock Lee too much. But the fangirl side of me is also the "chibi"/"anime" side of me, and the other side of me is emo, so if I got rid of that, that would be bad. I mean, there's nothing wrong with emos, I just don't want to be a full-emo. The only other option is an empty shell, which is okay when there's school because you don't mind homework, but it's not good when hanging out with friends because you're really boring and you sound stupid.

Ah, well. PM me if you'd like to ask me anything.