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Zazu's pissed. and upset. more upset than pissed really. but nonetheless. I'm not happy.

first of all: my typing/writing skillz. i always mispell! i cant get anything right anymore! my stupid brain isnt functuioning either. it's really pissing me off.

second: the stupid homeworks! the're all so long and boring. and the stupid JavaScript code! it wont work and i cant figure out what the freak is wrong with it. and it's due Teusday!!!! and Astronomy test on Thurday. no. effin. fun. i failed the last one. and i cant start studying for this one yet. gggwwah!! it pisses me off!!! and the stupid retention diagrams! they make me read the chapter, sure, but they're a waste of time!!! and stupid instructor still hasnt emailed me back about when and where the next class is....i wanna kill him.

and then there's my dad. no, dont get me wrong, he's a great dad. but he seems to have a problem with my voice. im naturally loud voiced, he calls it screaming. what am i supposed to do about it? i cant do much of anything really. it was the first thing he talked to me about this morning. y r u screaming? u do hate ur bros? blah blah BLAH. my youngest bro sticks his fingers in his ears everytime i try to talk to him. and im too much of a coward to talk back to my dad. im so pathetic.

and then there's that stupid reunion yesterday. my old hi skool buddies had a reunion that i was totally looking forward to. my mom goes and make plans over that, but we manage to get home in time to go there. my sis and i go, and we're practically compeltely ignored. the ONE thing i was looking forward to all vacation, and it's was a compelte was of my time and made me feel insignificant.

some spring break this is. it was nothing more than a pathetic excuse of a weekend. there was absolutely no point in it. i didnt get on WoW, i didnt even get to play my GCN! i wanted to play BKo, but i dont have time anymore. for nothing. except a bit of gaia--its all the fun that's left in my life. no, i didnt play my DS either. hard to believe, huh? well, believe it.

I've yet to:
finish this stupid, useless piece of junk called programming homework.
do the stupid scholarship application and its essays
finish the FAFSA
study for my Astronomy test
and, finally, write the BK fanfic for the competition

...........im so pathetic. i bet any average person can get this stuff done in less than 5 hours. while its taking me days to do...i hate my major. i hate my stupid homeworks. i hate skool so much right now....dammit. whatever. i dont care. ignore this. stupid skool.