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I see a face from the past and I realize all the things I am not. True to be told that if surronded by goodness then you to can achieve your own goodness that has always been locked inside. But is it wrong of me to desperately yearn for the feelings of the past, the pain and suffering experianced out of personal abuse. Will I ever see the day that I feel no longing when faced with old memories? Could I ever expect to be content with the life of goodness I have now?