One of my best friends and i were arguing about who was meaner...And then i sent her a trade about 13k...Do u think it was mean of her if i sent it to her like 50 billion times...and when i told her that i really want her to take it? Shouldnt she take it if its inportant to me?
Oh my gosh...today was the worst day of my life!!!!! Well not my life...but the worst day i have had in a long time!!!!I just felt like crying my ******** head off....I'm so confused, i dont know what to do anymore!!!!Im just completly lost!!!! And to make matters worst...I really miss my best friend megen!!!!Its been over 3 months since the last time i have seen her...and i only got to see her for like 20 mins if that...And before that 3 months it was like 7 years! I really miss her!!!! She is like my best friend in the whole wide world!!!!I knew her ever since she was born (a year younger then me)....Shes just the greatest person i have ever ment...And i feel really bad because i use to live down the street from her...and like we moved away in 2nd grade (7 years ago from today 3/21) And i feel offal because she misses me/ and thinks about me all the time....Like when we were kids and when i lived by her we would hangout ever single day and talk to each other on the phone 24/7 (even though we were like little kids) though when we hungout we would ride our bikes or climb on this Two trees (one in the woods (it was a country)and one in her back yard) And ever since i moved away she named that one branch that i ALWAYS sat on emily. And like last year they had a big thunder stom and lighting stucked the tree. so her dad d**k (thats his name) had to cutt it down, and megen sat on the roof of the 4th garge (where we hungout to) crying for over like 3 days, just because that was the only thing megen would do when she got home was sit on her branch and talk to the branched named after me like she was talking to me. And as soon as juily(her mom) told my dad about that....and then when my dad told me i started to cry....I just miss her so much!!!! I just want to move back down there....And sometimes i just wished we could have never moved...Because i only found one person like megen....And that was katie, but we had a big fight...and that changed everything.....And ever since that i have been missing megen more....because katie and i aren't that good of friends.....well atleast i think we are.....but not as close as we were before....And i miss that....Just as much as i miss megen.....Oh and another thing is that megen and i talk sometimes on myspace....and when we do we always talk about missing stuff....like the tree climbing, having sleep overs while wearing the same pjs and breading our hair (her mom did that for us) And it just makes me feel even worst....And my dad talked to juily and stuff...and juily said that ever since the last time i visted her that megen hasnt stoped talking about me....And when i was over there 3 months ago...and we saw each other for the fist time in over like 7 years....We still talked like i lived right down the street. And i know how horriable it is...but i seriously started crying as soon as i gave her a hug good bye....and so did she...because we knew that we probly wouldnt be able to see each other for a nother 7 years....But im going to try to vist her during the summer or spring break....Because she is the best friend i always have....even though i use to say i had no friends at all....i forgot i always had megen...and that she always will be here for me no matter what mastakes i make....And honestly i wish i could find a friend like that up here in the city....Like another megen.....exept a city megen.....MEGEN I MISS YOU!!!!!!!!!!
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