why are some people so infuriating. I am a tennis player. I enjoy tennis. I can play well against other people who can play good. I played today(doubles) and we won. i feel no satisfaction in my victory. It was my first win, but all I feel is this negative feeling and it depresses me. When did life get so hard? Has it always been this cruel and angst? Did people in the 1800's and before that have such feelings of contempt? One of the girls, she seemed cool, like a nice person, and I do believe that she is a talented tennis player, but her partner, a new-player like myself, was a complete b***h. She called all our in shots out, and she was an over-all crap-tastic player. She swore and made her partner do most of the work by herself. But it was incredibly annoying and frustrating and this is me lewtting it all out to be read by no one but only but down because I have no where else to put it. But I digress, why are there times that, even in a moment of victory feel so utterly like a large pile of dung? Why doesn't it feel good? It was my FIRST win, and we played quite a few wins, and it feels so much like I lost. Like I'm the loser, which I rarely felt after losing to the other teams?
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