Some times I am so open to you guys and a jabber mouth but some times I am totally opposite and totally shy. I hate it. I am so open to u guys one minute and the next minute i am too shy to talk. At school I get scared around anyone manely...I get scared whenever some one comes in the room....I don't like being around more than one person at a time..I much rather be on my own.That's why I am online so much....Thats also why (people from my school) I am not going to the graduation or the party. I guess..main reason. I am so much more open on here. Grace says I have social anxiety disorder which means I get anxious and panicy when I am around people or have to talk. Agoraphobia is the fear of people and society, I also have that. That's also the reason why i am online so much I dont like being so scared all the time....but this doesnt mean i am going to go around school being all "hey buddy" or go outside and be all "hows it goin' duders"
Isabel-CysticStar-Gal · Sun Mar 25, 2007 @ 06:32am · 0 Comments |