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im so tired from my cafine "hang over".

i hate feeling tired like this.

i also hate the week that passed. It hasnt been so good since sunday (the 18th????) I hope it gets better because i've already lost a cat, maybe a friendship, alot of tears, and my hope that my kitten will come backly more (and probably more). i feel like i've lost my will to live but i know i havent because im still here.... It seems the only one that keeps me happy, my mind of my kitten and other troubles, is an what seems like a old friendship never ment to be. but we've gotten closer. we've shared our troubles with each other and talk all the time. Maybe this was supposed to happen the whole time. maybe we were ment to be friends? the tradegys must've helped us? i dont know! i probably sound crazy to you allbut right now i think i make sense....