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Am I real or do I just pretend? Have I lived a lie, Have I been a fake all along, Am I trying to be something else and claim to be that something else, Am I trying to mold myself into something I'm not, Is the girl is see in the mirror really me, If I'm living a lie then why, why am I doing this, Am I so unhappy to be me that I have to create a facade of a girl to be liked, is she really a nice person or does she just have a pitch black heart, is she really happy or just hiding what she feels inside, I don't know who I am anymore....