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((This will be my first in-character journal post. All in-character posts will be listed as QS-#))
Things have gotten rather interesting lately, where do I begin? Well, since I'm sitting here in Crayon's house while I write this I might as well start with her. As mentioned in my previous entries, I have fallen in love with her despite my best efforts to merely guard her for the sake of the neighborhood. I'll have to tell Tuffy this and hope she understands. If there's one thing I've learned will living here, it's that truth is important. Concealing things only causes trouble. That would be a great segway into another bit of news, but I also want to make note of what Elh told me. He said that Crayon was actually talking about marriage. I'm a little shocked, but not all that against the idea. I'll have to think about this.

Today I was able to manifest into my fire demi-form. Unfortunately I become just as uncontrollable as I was the last time I did it. I become a slave to my passions. I totally give in to whatever vibrant emotion I happen to be experiencing at the time. I should probably tell someone, but I don't intend to ever use it again so what would be the point? On a similar note, what would be the point of telling them about my true form? Something about the nature of Gaia prevents me from manifesting my true form and even my fire demi-form comes out weird. I should look the same as I do in my ice demi-form except my scales are red and my claws are surrounded by flame. Instead, my clothes change to match the ones I wore when I was but a pupil learning human martial arts.

And I did this because of Reiner. He fell in the river when it was contaminated with a strange substance and now he's a mutated fiend. He even has wings and can fly around. That's something I am incapable of in my demi-form. When he first mutated he was still covered in the substance so I didn't use my claws for fear that I would mutate and turn on the neighborhood. Fortunately I have a gun I bought from Elh that should help kill Reiner if he ever sticks around too long.

The last bit of business, unless I'm forgetting something, is that Seraphie is missing. I'm not sure what this means, but it does not bode well. This coincides with the raising of Gambino's Tower. He has yet to come out. It worries me.