I can't get them out of my head. Plans.
Plans for summer, for tomorrow, for the next ten years, for next Friday, for tonight.
Why am I thinking ahead?
I can never... I can't stay in the moment...enjoy the present. Why does tomorrow always sound better?
It makes me sad, thinking about it. I've wasted almost everyday thinking about the next. I have a few bad days in a row... and think, "Tomorrow will be better,"
but it's not.
I can't change the way I think, can I?
Planning, deciding, wishing, hoping, dreaming,
all to be disappointed.
What can I do?
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