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Not to be a b*h im not sure about you people but im really tierd of hearing people complain about life and then when u try to help they just brush you off well listen my little duckies if you dont [****] want anyone to know about your problems dont say a damn thing all i hear people say is ill do anything for you my friend blah blah blah i would never hurt you well bull **** st cuz you wont even listen to the stupid words that are coming out off your mouth ANd as for you cutters i hope you all go and kill yourself most of you show off your gawd damn scars as if it were a metal of honer WELL WELL WELL here a gawd damn tip save yourselves the trouble and stab yourself constantly in the heart if you ****** hate life so much but dont **** go complaining to people cause your just hurting them farther you dont know what anyone but yourself has been through G0 aNd DiE stare stare "Its much more harder to live,than it is to die"~a.s.l.s**

Posted by: Sylobaka Tue Mar 22, 2005 @ 09:42pm

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Commented on: Tue Mar 22, 2005 @ 11:01pm


	Nice 3nodding Good points too! Woot first comment! xd

Commented on: Wed Mar 23, 2005 @ 04:50pm


	((please don't be mad at me when you read this...i really do appreciate everything you've done for me...)) you're right in many ways amanda... ...but in my case, you were the one who told me to talk about my..."problems"... when i told you i didn't want to... ((and i can't exactly say "no" to you...)) not to be mean either, but sometimes you just tend to "butt in" when your help might not be needed. ((once again i must say that i really do appreciate everything you've done for me. i'm not telling you to stop if you don't want to...)) more often than never, people with things in common to me just want to keep everything to themselves... some people just think that they "have to" help one of us. you shouldn't wonder why your help is being "brushed aside"... ((i'm not trying to imply anything. i'm just stating how i feel about you being a true friend--which i appreciate very very much...)) you tell me that i'll make myself sick...but i'm trying to tell you that you don't have to involve yourself in my problems if you feel that you don't want to...don't let your kindness blind you... ...if i made it this far with them by myself, then i can most certainly go even further without putting anything on your shoulder. answer me this question: If you don't know what anyone but yourself is going through, how can you expect to truly help someone else? "Expected to help other people...yet unable to even help oneself... I was raised to put the wants of those I love before my own And so I shall keep pushing back on my desires Until they devour my soul and leave me but an empty shell Call upon me, Master, even if left without mind or physical body This Fool shall come to serve thee..." -- a.l.m.b.a.

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Commented on: Wed Mar 23, 2005 @ 07:52pm


	you scare poor jebus...who appears to have lost his shirt... sweatdrop

Commented on: Wed Mar 23, 2005 @ 11:12pm


	setsuna i told you to talk to those so called profesional NOT your friends who dont want to her you and then when they help u push em back then you make 'em feel like s**t i mean you've been stressing everyone out why do you think i gave you that number..... and i wouldent have butt in if you werent saying stupid things like you wanted to die with a smile and saying stupid things like that i would have never asked you but you kept saying stupid things like that that means you want to talk to someone if you dont you dont have to say anything at all (im not talking in a mean voice tone or whatever just to let you know) and you shouldent be talking because you try your hardest to help out everyone like a mother figure,you shouldent give your own advice if your not willing to take it yourself dot you think thats just not fair do you expact everyone to ignore it when you complain about dying ? you say you dont want people getting involved then dont say stupid things like that if you want to die you would have i know you want to help people but everyperson in this world is selfish even you april because it is human nature but we also like to help other people its all about helping people /and helping yourself their is never a balance between them but no matter what everyone will be a little selfish and its okay,their is no such thing as nirvana my point is THIS IS TO EVERYONE! if you odnt want people getting in your bussiness dont talk about it because if you do you know damn well your friends arent going to leave it alone,do you

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Commented on: Wed Mar 23, 2005 @ 11:30pm


	laughs it appears little raven has gone a ranting spree hehe...oh well...I give you props since I am way to lazy to read all that right now...but after skimming I believe you need to calm down...anyways...buh bye hehe

Commented on: Thu Mar 24, 2005 @ 12:01am


	...i did say i want to die...but it didn't necessarily mean i only wanted to die physically... you know what's wrong with me amanda...you know what happened... i just don't think i want to continue living with myself like that... ...i want to erase that part of me...that pitch black part of my life... i'm sorry. i shouldn't have said anything. but you're right. There is no such thing as a more selfish person Selfishness is only human nature, after all... We are born selfish, and we die selfish ...No one is immune to this chronic disease." -- a.b.a.

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Commented on: Thu Mar 24, 2005 @ 12:29pm


	now that I've actually read this, I find that it still scares me. I also think stabbing myself constantly in the heart sounds fun...wish I had something to stab myself with...but I don't...I have sharp paperclips though! maybe they'll work...nope crying sweatdrop

Commented on: Fri Mar 25, 2005 @ 12:44am


	i know April that it hurts if you need someone to talk to,the thing i gave you,use it dont go walking blind folded and dont forget that your not the only one in pain everyone eventually have to feel it others think they have so much trouble but they dont know the half of it... and will if you want ed to stab yourself in the heart you would have done it already....

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Commented on: Fri Mar 25, 2005 @ 11:14am


	my paperclips just bend when I try to stab with them crying

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