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well now it has been 8 wonderfull months with my dearest. i visited her at her house this weekend and it was blissfull. although her mom wasnt so nice to me, she snapped at me for hugging my gf. but i didnt mind, when i was almost asleep my girlfriend walked in and kneeled down next to me and wrapped her arms around me and started to cry.. i held her as she appologised for her mothers behavior and found my self crying, for the first time in years i had felt tears roll down my cheeks from the saddness that she had felt towards me. although we didnt have the weekend we had exactly planned of, we still went down to the beach and watched the waves pass by as we were planted on the pier jutting out into the sea. it seems like only a couple weeks ago that i had met this wonderful girl, this girl who wasnt too sure about doing any thing but would be willing to give dateing a try for the first time, and from the first time in her life of trying dateing, she found some one who made her happy, and i found some one who i will love forever without hesitation. and to tell the truth, i would not faulter to marry this girl, not for one second because she makes me so happy that even looking into her deep eyes, i find myself deep in happieness and love which i will never give up.

i hope all of you who read this may someday understand my happieness and i am sorry for takeing so long to write this. ive been so caught up with her wether it be to talk to her on the phone or goind down there to see her play (which teh 2nd time of watching it, i found myself looking at her even though my attention was supposed to be on the otherside of the stage ^^).
hopefully i may continue this, and hopefully i will see her soon.